Oh my gosh! Thank you :)
1-Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie
Okay I don’t really remember the first time I watched my favorite movie (which is Lord of the Rings by the way), but I remember very clearly when I was in first grade how much I loved running around this huge oak tree in our backyard with my sister pretending it was the huge tree in Caras Galadhon, Lolthorien. :)
2 - Talk about your first kiss
Honestly my first kiss was, lame. It was with this guy named Jacob and it was at the homecoming game. I was in 7th grade and I had no idea what I was even doing.
3 - Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for.
He was like someone you would make up in your mind, you know? He was so amazing. He was the first guy to ever make me feel like the luckiest girl in the world. Whenever I was with him I forgot about everything that was upsetting me and I could just relax and be myself without feeling pressured or nervous. However I moved so we never actually dated, though we admitted feeling for one another. After that we stopped talking and now it’s been over a year since we’ve last talked. But he pretty much played me because if he had truly felt the same way I did, he would have put as much effort as I did.
4 - Talk about the thing you regret most so far
The thing I regret the most is that I never tried anything while in school. I never tried to get out of my comfort zone and do things by myself. I always had to have company with me to do something, and now I am beyond nervous about everything, especially adult things. (But maybe that is just a normal thing?)
5 - Talk about the best birthday you’ve had.
I have a higher streak for horrible birthday’s than good ones, but my 19th birthday this year was pretty amazing. My sister Dallas took me mini golfing, the mall, and then to a vegan restaurant. After that we walk all over Grand Rapids till about 12am. It was pretty spectacular. :)
6 - Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had.
Uh, my worst would probably have to be my 17th birthday. It was right after I had moved again and dropped out of school. I didn’t really have any friends because they were all just waiting for me to move once again. (I moved four times within a span of 3 years, but back in forth to the same two towns.) I was just alone and sad, so it sucked.
7 - Talk about your biggest insecurity
My biggest insecurity is my body, or more specific, my thighs and hips.
8 - Talk about the thing you are most proud of
I’m really proud of my art, mainly my portraits.
9 - Talk about little things on your body that you like the most.
I like my lips that most, but I also have some great shaped feet (I know weird things to like haha) My eye color are also pretty great too! I like that they’re golden brown and green. :)
10 - Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had
The biggest fight I ever had was with my ex best friend in my Sophomore year. I visited her school once and the next day I was told by a guy, who I eventually started dating, that everyone was talking about me. Mostly about things I have never even told to anyone else except my friend. When I confronted her she flipped and started telling everyone more things that I had told her in confidence. It was huge and there was a lot of crap being spread about me at their school and a lot of mean messages from people I had never even met. It lead to me and the guy breaking up. A year ago though, I got an apology from the girl who was spreading rumors about me and we’ve made up, but we don’t really talk.
11 - Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had.
Okay well I can’t remember most of it, but it was a sort of apocalypse dream. There was no more electricity in the world and so small governments took over (Yes pretty much like the show Revolution haha) However it was a Hunger Games sort of world. They would bring people in and make them fight for their lives in this huge metal maze, except they had people chasing you trying to kill you before you could even make it to the exit. My little sister got thrown into the maze with me and we were running and I eventually ran into Robb Stark in my dream (which I’m not complaining about honestly) and we made it out, but someone died and I still cannot remember who it was because I woke up before I saw their face.
12 - Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had.
It was a long time ago, seriously I had these dreams in 2000. I remember when I was little my sisters and I had these open flame lamps and I would leave mine on at night. Eventually my parents found out and told me not to do that because I could cause a fire. Well being I was in first grade thinking about fires scared me so for a week I kept having nightmares about our house burning down, and each time I had it I was either the only survivor or we’d would all die. Which is probably what cause my fear of fire…
13 - Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time.
Uh.. I’ve never actually had sex, and I haven’t imagined what my first time would be like, so I don’t know how to answer this haha.
14 - Talk about a vacation
I haven’t taken many vacations, but one I did take was in 2008 and we drove out to see my grandparents for Christmas. It was a lot of fun, mainly because I love taking road trips with my family because they are all so much fun.
15 - Talk about the time you were most content in life.
Honestly, that would be right now. I have my family, friends, and a job. I mean I’m finally happy after 5 shity years. So yeah I’m pretty content. :)